Saturation

Lately its so difficult to post here, not only the connection is so lame, but the computer tend to hang, I got an interview yeaterday as a web master, I think its quite promising...I hope, Mey also got a preposition in photography area, I little bit jealous to her boss, but I don't think its reasonable, So I'll just trust her on this, we had to move on in our life, so that our relationship will advance one step forward, but in other occasion, today I go to her place and knocking about 15 minutes..And no response, either she's not there or fallen a sleep, and both way it will be useless for me to keep on knocking since once she slept it will be next to impossible to wake her up just by a knock in the door and some people already curious on what I'm doing, so I gave up and went home,and I left a message for her, I hope that this occasion won't lead into a misunderstanding

Go On

Lifes is go on, problems came and go, mood hangin on the whell, losing the grip

Election Day

Its Election for the Next president! But I'm not voting...Again, well its not that I'm a irresponsible citizen to not care enough about my country future, but me and my friends(quite a lot) is an abandoned citizen since we are far from our local area and no one care enough to show us how to register for the election, so in the end I'm still guilty as charged, and still jobless, wonder how and when will my dreams come true

A Hope

Well the administration problems showa sign, even if this not as
smooth as I expected, but still this is a Hope, wonder when will I
solve this problems, but with My faith, it should be done

Well Keeping a hope is not easy,but do-able, and the administration
problems seems a liitle bit solved, with my Faith I will overcome my
obstacles!

Lame Day

Well get a "side job" and almost complete the task, still had
administration problem with the university, I hope that this will be
solved soon, and jobless still

Wedding Bouquet

Well What must I say?For the first time in my life I got a wedding bouquet, what suppose to happen when we get one? Married as soon as possible? Uh well, still couple of years before I can manage a marriage, and today I play badminton..its quite fun, but I still jobless, had to try harder

Obscura

Crap..My monitor down again...Its a used 5 years old monitor anyway, so this had to be expected, Still blank in looking for a job,I don't know why, but I really nostalgic lately, its not that its bugging me or something but I guess, I miss those days, but my present life is a gift too, so having a nice past, and promising future, hope so

Phobia

Guess What..I do had a phobia, well its natural right? To be afraid of something, but when we had excess of fear...We wont be a fear factor champs...Well not that, but when that happenp Joe wont give us 50 grant....Ok..Something definitely wrong with my head...In a way..I had a lot of fear with Caterpillar(a specific ones) , but then I just Realized it today..I also don't like something or someone bite my legs!, It somehow reminds me of my childhood when a dog bite my legs..And I guess it carved in my head that I don't like it..(who'll like it anyway get bitten by a dog?) and somehow if my leg get bitten that memory somehow came up..And really made me react differently, in more rough way, at different occasions,I already sent another application, and need a photo...I'll work it out somehow...

Bomb

Another Bomb..what would happend to my country these days? Even if there is a bomb I still don't have a job.....

Sore

Sore Throat, and some cold, I almost forgot that having a disease is so sucks, still jobless, that also sucks, but keeping my hope, well, this is one of the worst condition of my life.