Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Edge

Hoping that everything will be solved by it self, is useless, somehow we had to take some action to solve it, whether it succeed or not, it still produce a result, which is better than do nothing, getting a job is a must....

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Hard Day

It just another those days, with a small winning and a little lost, but I have finish my paper about Euthanasia, so I just had presentation about it tomorrow, financially secured, for time being, but still jobless....And still doing it

Friday, August 27, 2004

Evolution

Wow, Gohonzon really help me this day with the bank problem, I never thought that the branch manager of Binus BCA would help me, thankful to her, My administration problem also found a little light, the main problem is still the jobless of me, wonder when I will got a suitable job for living

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Heritage

Funny, I dream that I had a son last night and I name him Winstone, is that had a meaning or something? In a way, I hope that I really got a job in rabobank, so that my financial problem will not be a burden to anyone

Friday, August 20, 2004

Wide Awake

Hope, its all that matters, only hope can made us survive, a new hope every day , its funny to quote from Turandot, what is hope? hope is something that born in the night and died in the next morning

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Abyss

U well, I'm drowned in my own sin, so that my Bad Karma Haunt me...With vengeance, its like a vendetta...,in my imagination as it is, but losing something that made you convenient is sure a big disadvantage to your spirit, in other word ... emptiness, I don't even know what I'm writing right now...

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Having

When you about to lose something, suddenly in a blinking realization, you knew that it's very valuable to your live, I'm about to lose financial support, from now on I must stand on my own, and I had about 30 days to get a "real" job, what a challenge

Still jobless

well, applying is not easy yes? keeping my spirit up also not easy yes? therefore keeping my faith is the only way yes? Confidence is a must yes?

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Applying

Wow, looking for a Job is sure not easy, but I will not be hindered, I still had 1 month to find it, My spirit is pumped by my Faith at SGI, Lets use this momentum to the greatest