blind

poor fish, the fish at my work place that once is so hyperactive is now so calm...wonder why ...and its blind!...that damn manager never take care it anymore..poor fish...

Never Ending

Problems...every one had problems, some problems are more complitaced than ever, but in my faith, human are made to overcome problems, so never give up and embrace the challenge, overcoming a problem will made us stronger, while yielding only result in ruins, I fight, therefore I am

Gulp!

well this day start with a defeat..and then my sms doesn't reach Mey, a mess that is, now I learn my lesson , I won't trust sms for a crucial communication, and then my fund was "gone"..date with no financial backup? dang..but fortunetely we manage to trough that.. but the date went well I guess, so many obstacle, but In the end its quite fine, so had alot to do for tommorow..I should be fine then

Extent

Ahh..day off for tommorow..should prepare it right...so busy lately, ....dang, uh well......Rika has resigned due to her honeymoon, so another vacant job, lets hope that the replacement would be a nice one...I'm so tired but that manager of greed like to piss me off, plus that this stuborn customer

J-Asean Concert

waw, never imagined that I would watch Inul live^^;, well after some doubt I finnaly got there, its kind of cool, with acapella group Inspi, AB three,Yuri Chika,Inul and finnaly The Boom..I just remembered that the boom had a song called "Berangkat" so they are not newcomers after all, great concert and its free...so it was fun....

Clouded

My cold get better, I hope. Rony has return from korea along with some stuff that I requested, so major defeat for last week, must do a better attitude for the future....

Friday Five

1. Name five things in your refrigerator.
not much I guess..
Mineral water, milk, juices(most of it orange), chocolat, fruit(sometimes..)

2. Name five things in your freezer.
Ice..Ice and Ice...ah Ice Cream...sometimes

3. Name five things under your kitchen sink.

Don't have a kitchen...^^

4. Name five things around your computer.
CD's, Magazine..Diskette, food..and beverages...

5. Name five things in your medicine cabinet.
Medicine for cold, headache, atshma, stomache and eyedrops

weaken

DIS!(damn I'm sick!)..Old foe of mine..cold has beat me up for 4 days in a row and still counting!need an elixir or something..wow seems I had to much FFTA at VBA..well the game rocks..long time not playing that kind of game, anyway..here is some news..lms_feral_id lost in wcg!..what a not shocking at all news..hope that he brought back "s" cd and a cross necklace..wonder what kind of necklace he would bring ^^;...in the other hand..Dwi replacement..who is Rika..happend to be married by tommorow!..wow...thats a shocking one...well congrats for her and may her life prosper and happynes all the way...

day

what a day....another routine

Yawn

My bro just got started at learning how to use internet, quite a shame..if only we spend more time together, he would already wreack havoc somewhere and begun his debut as an "Information Overlord" or so....Well not exactly like that^^; but at least he will be better at internet thingie, anyway...havent solve my problems yet...need more resource and time...

Threat

I have to carefully step forward this time, or I may fall, this is crucial....

Friday Five

Friday Five

1. Do you watch sports? If so, which ones?

Yes I do, mosf of it soccer, sometimes I also watch basketball, wrestling or martial arts, used to love Badminton too back then at my childhood

2. What/who are your favorite sports teams and/or favorite athletes?
Fave club would be AS Roma and fave athlete..Francesco Totti

3. Are there any sports you hate?
Nothing in particular,never really hate sports...sometimes I just don't understand what they do, if I spend more times with it I might like it ...wo knows...

4. Have you ever been to a sports event?
Like..watch a sports game live? yes of course

5. Do/did you play any sports (in school or other)? How long did you play?
Lemme see..basketball at high school...three years or so?

Shoot

Well my plan to join a fitness club were postponed, the fee is so high, and I had alot of expenses for this month, and I missed a replacement lecture, which may endanger my chance to the final exam, had to clear that out...what a drag..and I'm chillin here, handyman had the AC repaired and its so damn cold...

small hell

Arghh so damn hot at my work place, AC thingy went down, and handyman will work on it by tommorow, so its a living hell...well not that bad, but its sure a pain for me to be here

Work out

I decided that I will join a fitness club, with supportive envinronment I hope that I can maintenance my motivation

Don't get it

clueless, have a hope to advance forward but no goals to go..,so I just fumbling in the dark,back and forth at the same place..confusion, and its not gonna work this way, communication is two way traffic, one way traffic won't do, all my effort, crashed at a big barrier, I'm doing a one man show....which is absurd

Problem

Even if i hate to admit it, but I think that I had an overweight problem, and I hate to do something about it, because it had a side effect on my life, unexpected kick back

Another turn over

Dwi get scolded by my manager and somehow she taken it by heart, so she just quit, runaway from her responsibility, which mean another vacant job, but of course I and Mey will inherit her responsibilities, at least for time being, life is a mistery non?

Dazzled

Unexpexted turn, I failed to woke early, but life goes on, even if I had lose on a battle but I'm not entirely defeated at the war, in the end, the war still had to be resolved, and I won't lose at the war, so I try to be honest to myself, and to the one that I love, advance forward...step by step, and conquer all

Start

Ok I think I'm ok now, so had to overcome the next challenge, that start with..woke early as usual, then take a bath...which is the hardest part..then...uh well we'll see about that

Health

I don't feel well today, am I too tired? cold and a mild fever, overcoming health challenge, I had to be patient, since I had many challenges last week seems like I forgot to take care my health, and because of that I failed to get a PS2 for today, shame on me, had to wait till next week to get another chance...uh well, life goes on

oahm...

Yet another stubborn customer, I'm so tired, why don't you look for another cybercafe?

action

Bravery or a fool, only time will tell , so I made up my mind and do something for my own sake, and it seems things work as I expected, good will result on good things, hopefuly. anyway, I feel do tired today, wonder why? not enough sleep?or mental stress? and I still have to woke early for tommorow, to get a PS2 , wow isn't it, one day you get knocked down ,then a fortune on the next day, life is so unpredictable, Roma got tied with Siena?? well not all things goes as I expected-____-

New meaning

I found a new meaning of embracing challenge, by facing it one by one. when I overcome a challenge, I got more confidence, and courage to overcome the next one, so the most important one is the first challenge which is woke early , go to the bath room and start my day, when that is done, the rest is quite assured

Tarot

Nine of wands, thats what I get today...tarot is really scary sometimes

Task

First step of overcoming challenge is.. facing the problem..so here I am..digging the net for "rural area in nation building"..almost done...one at a time...one at a time..

Embracing challenge

When I declare that this week is an"Embracing challenge week", the idea is challenge to woke early, but it seems that life in a week is much more complicated than just woke early, there is so many problem that can came up in a week, and what is challenges? challenge is a problem that had to be solved, had so many of them, challenge at my health, education, financial, relation..., human relation is so vulnerable, like china in my hand(ups..thats roxette song^^;). anyway..its so fragile..but human relation is the most important one, with good relation, we can get good support, with that embracing challenge will be a lot easier, while on the contrary..having a bad relation will succumb our will to fight, I got knocked down today, but I get up again, I may wounded but I will still fight, I refuse to be defeated by my own problems, the one I love, the one I care about, I will not lose that, this day will be a unforgetable lesson for me, its funny that I remember what my lecturer said"Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong, so prepare for the worst"

greed

well human never can be satisfied^^, they always want more..like I do of course, so changed the board again, this time had a date and lots of smileys, but still need a final touch, must find a way to make it neat....,fourth week of the current term..and I had so many task to do...miss those holyday...wew

Cold shoulder

Well, I still got my cold, persistent disease..I feel..weak...and get a cold shoulder today, thats made me more weak...bond in a relation...I already willing to take the risk, sweet ... bitter..its all coming back to me...

Tarot reading

seems like fun

Tarot

well I start Learning how to read tarot cards about 2 years ago, I own a faery wicca decks(which is too hard for me..I'm a begginer, so I want to buy the Rider-Waite version..had to save up some money) , while I search for a suitable decks.I found this funny decks..Hello Kitty as a tarot decks hahahaha..really funny check it here

Cold!

OK I know that cold is a part of mylife, and why is that? no idea..I'm just build that way..allergic to dust...but today I got a different kind of cold..its cough! damn it...hate cough...., btw I missed a lecture , because of I messed up the schedule, had to make sure that this won't happend again

mood

add a mood meter...wonder if I really need it^^; uh well..this is a place to wreack havoc anyway..so testing is a common thing to do, and what do you know?Its now a beggining of new month..its also 2 month without online gaming for me, so I can say that I'm not addicted to online gaming...fiuh..