"A great revolution of character in just a single individual will help achieve a change in the destiny of a society, and further, will enable a change in the destiny of humankind." -- Daisaku Ikeda, The Human Revolution
well, today the lecturer doesn't show up, so my presentation is postponed I guess, then Mey seems not so well today, I hope that not something serious, and Me too..catch some cold..but I still go to SGI meeting this evening and when I'm done with that I go to Mey's place, but she is fallen to sleep, I had no courage to woke her, so I just wait and then at 11 I decided to going home, I hate when I had no credit left on my cellphone, I cannot response at all
Well I find Gmail drawback, its not compatible with old browser..Which mean a little inconvenience since mostly internet cafe browser is the old type...So it would need a extra time to upgrade the browser first..And that could take forever...
Well well well,At least Me and my girlfriend go to Megamal for the first time,quite fun, Mey is a little bored so I hope this experience will wind her up a bit,finally I sent the package for my bro,and tomorrow..Well I got a presentation to do..ganbatte!
Ah finally I got may Gmail..1 gigabyte of storage...That's quite big isn't it? So..Had nothing at SGI campaign for tomorrow, and Mey seems kinda bored, had to go somewhere tomorrow, bad news is..As Roma lost Cappelo, that damn coach run with tail between his legs to Juventus..That old Hag, but the good news is some good players will be recruited, I hope that Roma will be as vicious as ever for the next season, Viva Roma!
Yeah finally my hip injury is better, now I can start my day as usual, so..Back to work folks
Yeah finally my hip injury is better, now I can start my day as usual, so..Back to work folks
I AM 42% GEEK!  You probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. You never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But you have friends, and this is a good thing. |
I AM 33% INTERNET ADDICT!  I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck! |
Ok Here I am, since this hip recovery took longer than I expected, I'm grounded, thankful my cellphone can send email, so I can keep blogging from virtually anywhere, that's very convenient, there is a lot to do for me, such as send a package for my bro..He's bitching bout it all the time, and then finish my assignment..uh well life can be so tough sometime, but I will prevail...Sure of it
ok, now i know how it is like to be old man,since my hip injury prevent me
wew at first things just againts my will and so goes my mood when i got hip
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I AM 30% ASSHOLE/BITCH!  I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me. |
Well, don't know why, but I just Hate it when I feel that someone dear to me just out of my reach, like suddenly disappear without trace, I feel so worried and saturated, so that's what happened, I little misunderstanding between Me and Mey, anyway that should be no problem, tomorrow we will go to Jubilee , participating in Futsal games(me of course, Mey will be my cheerleader^^), I hope what happened today will not leave any unsolved grudge in the future
What can I say...My decision that I thought is for the best, proven to be wrong,its not a step forward that I take, Its a few step backwards, sad...Despair...Disappointment, all my effort is useless, this had to be my fault? Miscommunication I guess, relation is two way traffic, only one thought won't do..How ironic that I said this long time ago but I can't embrace it to my life, well this is a rough way to earn an experience..But life must go on, one failure is nothing , I will survive.
Wew..This is one of those tiring day, woke early, escort my girl to Mandiri tanjung duren, then waiting, go to roxy to get Mey's phone but the technician whose responsible for it is nowhere to find, so I'm waiting for 4 hours..With such a bad mood that must be shown in my face, then go To Taman Aries to fulfill my privilege as a proud servant of Soka Gakkai, well my mood goes to better side...And tomorrow..Still many things to solve...But here I am, struggling for my daily life. And I won't Lose
Well, I've done my social work today, painting some helmet with silver colour, Anyway Mey's cell phone had a problem, I hope that won't be so much burden, in a different matter I already decided to nullified my lust and libido, which mean I try to kill some of my feeling, its disturbing, to even try, but I guess this is the way, the old me had a devastating behavior in my relationship, so I just have to bear with this new step for time being, I hope that I can endure this , I'm changing...
Dang Indonesia lost to Denmark??? What a shame...I miss my Glorious and dominance Thomas team...Uh well..Maybe next Thomas event at Japan, anyway, on Monday morning I volunteered myself( well not that I'm so social but I had to) to go to Taman Makam Pahlawan Kalibata and do some social work there under the Flag of SGI of course..Well On my Disbelief Mey volunteered herself too..Well that's Great, I'm not alone then..At least I had my soulmate accompany me^^, hope that things went well, hey this new blog had a spell check..so less typo..great improvement!
hey Blogger is updated, new looks and stuff, but I still prefer the old one, more simple I guess, the class is back, so I had little time to spare, and SGI also took a lot of time and effort from me, Indonesian thomas team won over malay btw...
I never knew that something ordinary for me is actually hurting someone, but that something is very common to me..I can't just threw it out....i'm so confused by now..what should I do?I don't like the fact that someone dear to me is hurt by my common life...but...I don't like the thought that I threw away a friend just like that, well they had a good will to be friendly and if I just toss it out...I believe in law of karma..It would be mean I too will be tossed out someday...well something like that.....confused is it had to be like this? that if we WAS like someone then now we should never had any contacts what so ever again with them?
Congratulation to My love Mey, she's twenty now^^, may she achieve happynes always, by my side hopefuly^^, I throw a little suprise for her, i hope that she Like it, then we go to a wedding party, Doi-san and Lalan married...I wish for their happynes
