A step forward

Well, I've done my social work today, painting some helmet with silver colour, Anyway Mey's cell phone had a problem, I hope that won't be so much burden, in a different matter I already decided to nullified my lust and libido, which mean I try to kill some of my feeling, its disturbing, to even try, but I guess this is the way, the old me had a devastating behavior in my relationship, so I just have to bear with this new step for time being, I hope that I can endure this , I'm changing...