"A great revolution of character in just a single individual will help achieve a change in the destiny of a society, and further, will enable a change in the destiny of humankind." -- Daisaku Ikeda, The Human Revolution
Huh well, long weekend, but its not like I can go somewhere, Had a lot of task to do and financially unsecured too, this must never happened again, I should had emergency savings of some sort, I feel so bored....hardly get time to hangin out with Mey
Got heavily scolded by My boss this morning, I need to raise my work pace, got cold and mild fever actually this morning, been better though at evening, and met my dreams
Being busy , when I was a jobless person, I run for every job offer that I know, and now that I had my own job.....it was hard to complete( repetitive job is really a pain in the ass)
Well, misinterpretation of words is really can lead to misunderstandings, especially for me since I took words personally, but I will somehow had a new resolve on my life, I want to change too, and I know that I had someone to love and someone who love me
“I love you just the way you are when we met”. Which mean if I’m not the way I am when we met, then you not love me anymore? , in this case is my weight is not on the way I am when we met, I suppose I can reduce my weight to the way we met, and then suddenly you love me again just the way I am? Overweight is somehow reversible, but with time, I don’t even know what will happened to me, I may get an accident some day that made me handicap or different from just the way I am when we met, will you love me that day? , If …. Just the way you are when we met is the way you love me, Unconditional love is….not for me then, I tend to harm someone with my mouth, I try my best to know when to shut my mouth tight, I don’t want to hurt somebody, but I can’t avoid to be hurt sometimes, Will you love me tomorrow? I can’t be sure about that, I may not the way I am when we met tomorrow, Will you love me tomorrow?
Uhm...I got a stomache after big seafood feast at saturday night, its so nasty, and I get dehidration too,
Ok Existance! I'm exist in this world 24 years ago, and now I'm 24 ? wow time goes very fast
