Insomnia
It is sucks when your body tired but not your brain, as a result is
something we called Insomnia, is it?
"A great revolution of character in just a single individual will help achieve a change in the destiny of a society, and further, will enable a change in the destiny of humankind." -- Daisaku Ikeda, The Human Revolution
It is sucks when your body tired but not your brain, as a result is
Well, according to my faith, in just a fraction of a second a person would have 3000 different thought at once, and that's what happened to me, Its just that sometimes I wrote that personal mind, I meant it for myself, but if I share it with someone else, it might made a misunderstanding, and that's what happened today, I just so glad that I could clear it as soon as possible, in the Other time..Finally Soka Gakkai Indonesia is founded, and I'm part of that history..As a security...Wow..I was very tired but of course happy, may my Faith grew like a cherry blossom in my new but solid Organization
Uh well, some accident happened, my dear A7V is ceased to function, Its all start when the CPU fan passed away, which lead to enormous heat generated by my Thunderbird 750, in the end, RAM slot is broken and the VGA card is blew up by the heat which mean Good bye to My Motherboard..adieu....After 3,5 years of services my Good O'l Computer gave up on me...And its all because of a tiny Fan...That's a lesson..., but Then I managed to revive Ipin Computer with My processors...So..I had to be Careful this time
Hey this day is officially a year that Mey and me are couple, to remember the past is to made me smile, we already through a lot, happiness, sadness, despair, hope and forgiveness, I think Our relationship Will Going strong!
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Mey help cleaning my room, well it was dusty of course, I had an allergic to dust and I often use it as a reason to skip cleaning, but thanks to Her my room gets better, at SGI meeting this day..Most of the leader has made their decisions, which is retirement of current Rijicho, and I of course had my own long time ago since I still in semarang, which is the same, long journey for Indonesia, but this is had to be expected , so now is my own personal life that need more attention.
Graduation...some of my friend already graduated..and how about me? will I graduate??Some problem till exist and I had no courage to face it,Courage.....and brave...do I had that in my life?
Multi tasking,....Wonder when will I got that capability..Right now..All I had is just a pile of laziness, I had to get up..And DANCE!!!
I got so low at the final exam for strukdat..it would means that I had no chance to get a D, but D is all I need, what Should I do then? I'm so desperate
Day by Day, Passing by, Is it all right? Am I do the right thing? Having fun...Am I hurting others? or Am I hurting my own future? Rather dazzled by now....I hope that everything will be Ok
I just don't get it, why always hurt that came out?I didn't mean it at all, it just a joke right? That she tickle me, so I tickle her back..But it seems that somehow I hurt her....This made me wondering...Is it that hurt? That she mad at me?Lately I always accidentally hurt her, but that was accident..She also hurt me..But I never take it personally, this way...I swear I won't tickle her again.
well ,spending the night at Mey's place ,watching the game,already plead to
Well most of my house mate will moving out tomorrow, I too had a plan to move out, but I haven't found a desired place to live...Had one but someone else already take it, what a disappointment, well well, a job is also necessary, there is a vacancy as an operator again..Will I take it? U well..Just wait and see