Solitaire

Yeah, Go Ahead, Made my day! I though that I'm not alone anymore, but you know what? I thought WRONG! I always be alone...all this time..Alone...lonesome...its all return to nothing now, I just keep letting me down and down...and alone... I thought I just need someone by my side through this day, and I'll be fine...I don't want to be alone...but I thought wrong again, all I get is just a cold shoulder ,a closed and locked door. I'm all alone by my self....seems like Every Road that I take, Takes me down...my life is tumbling? ...what once was happy now is sad.... Because of that it’s killing me inside, why I feel that I lost everything? Everything that matters to me..., Ironic that just few days ago I write that I forget what loneliness is, and I remember it now, it’s all hurt and pain, loneliness is....