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Just got back from Mey's place, I'm waiting about 1,5 hours...and Mey doesn't show up....I got a feeling that she won't return since she knows that I will be there, what is this actually? our quarrel has affected her sister as well, is it right? our relationship? I always sure that I like her, I care about her and I can made her happy, but this is wrong, not only she hurt herself, my feeling and now her family and friends...and much less I feel guilty, that she become like this...so am I wrong? I never thought that our relationship is so fragile......I will try to reach her again for tommorow, if this state continous....I might reconsider heavily about this relation and its effect...I'm on the edge of my mind