Hope

Maintaining hope is not easy, especially with attitude, its no easy to deal with our own attitude, not to mention with someone else attitude, even if that someone is close to us, I might be egoist to send a short message and expect it to be replied, maybe that someone are to busy to notice, to busy to spare 15 second of their time to said something and then send it, just 15 second and my heart will stop pounding in worried, I expect to high, and when things doesn't came up to my expectation I got irritated, a little bit maybe, but it made me talk out of my usual control, which may offend someone, and which it is I presume, but if that someone refuse to speak their mind, why that someone feel offended till sad, and gave tears? It made me irritated more, am I that annoying so that someone refuse to talk to me? a misscommunication is really an enemy of relationship